I hate it when I’m reminded that you exist and I hate that fact and just want every single one of you to suffer for all the shit you put me through.
I may be a little bitch but that does not mean I deserve to be bullied, beaten, tormented, threatened, laughed at, anonymously insulted. I especially don’t deserve shit after I’ve washed my hands of you. Fuck it, I am a good person, I am loyal, I put up with a hell of a lot from people and maybe it is the smallest thing that breaks that but I am sure as hell not going back on my decision.
I know you never thought I would move on but I have. I’ve woken up, smelled the fresh morning air and I fucking like it like this. I will never again go back to being that person. I will never go crawling back, I will never say sorry because whatever I did wrong, you did wrong too. This isn’t just one person this is the whole fucking lot.
You wanted me to feel alone, people reached out to me. You wanted to destroy me, I built myself up, with the help of my loved ones.
So a great big FUCK YOU to everyone who’s ever treated me like shit. I deserve better. You wouldn’t even recognise me anymore, that’s the sad thing. Not that you ever really knew me then.
I don't care what you think about this. I can say what I like. You most certainly did.